some facts i've learnt over the years and years of struggling -

1) you have no control over change (not even 0.0001%)

2) girls like money, handsome, tall males.

other worrying circumstances -

1) social groups have higher entry levels. (might be bowling for columbine, but on a macro scale)

2) parents losing control over teenagers

3) the prices of houses will supersede the afford ability of generation Y

i've never really succeed in social relationships,
perhaps im fated to be a social reject.

i tell lame jokes.

i cant dance.

i am short.

i am ugly.

i am definitely not smart.

people in my class can click with almost everyone, except for me.
whenever i speak to anyone, there is this social awkwardness that i sense from the speaker.

its almost like his mumbling "why are you talking to me you stupid fuck"

Current Drink - Bleu on rocks

all you're gonna see now are crummy hatchbacks
the government's relentless war on speed.
cars like ours will be consigned to the history books.



after watching this video, i teared.

There was a survey conducted by the local gynecologists,
Sample size of 200
Age group 14-25 years old
Martial status - Single

Here is a question - How many partners have you engaged in sexual relations with
1) 3-5
2) 5-8
3) 8-10
4) >10

the majority fell under answer no. 3

Question 2 - What are your hobbies (social factors) FREE RESPONSE.
Concluded answer - Photography, drinking, clubbing.

Photography -
+ Girls carrying cameras around
+ This is evident through online networks (facebook, friendster and etc) general quality of pictures are poor.

Drinking -
+ Drinking at inappropriate places (stair cases, outside shopping malls, HDB void decks
+ 100% vice is cheap beer
- whatever happened to a glass of scotch and a cohiba in a decent bar with an exquisite view.

Clubbing - One girl with 10 guys.
+ what more do i have to say

So, what can we conclude with this results.
In theory, if you are a good girl dont do photography, drink or club hahahaha.

Rating: 5/5

Did a smoking 360 spin & Fast & Furious Tokyo Drift
Did a Power Lap.

I grew up listening to MJ.
All time favorite song - Billie Jean
A part of America died with Michael Joseph Jackson.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Jackson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SlWIaYkFI4



She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene
I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
She said I am the one, who will dance on the floor in the round

She told me her name was Billie Jean, as she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round

People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son

For forty days and for forty nights
The law was on her side
But who can stand when she's in demand
Her schemes and plans
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round
So take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice
(Do think twice)

She told my baby we'd danced till three, then she looked at me
Then showed a photo my baby cried his eyes were like mine (oh, no!)
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round, baby

People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
She came and stood right by me
Then the smell of sweet perfume
This happened much too soon
She called me to her room

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son

She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son

She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover

Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

My school, is unlike any other school in its level.
We conform to terrorism.

This Polytechnic, does not give students a right to choose.
Why? you may ask....you see, in my school, for every single project, the grouping is random or at the lecturer's discretion.
So, if you put all North ends together, you will have complete chaos.

It began when a student Claimed symptoms of trench coat mafia,
This student beats up classmates for not selecting/grouping him for projects.

It feels like Columbine all over,
Instead of guns, we have fist and parents.

Obviously, the school gave in.
Might i add, helplessly.
And lecturers have to group us together for all modules.

Instead of having only one threat,
The majority suffers.

We have too much friction.
Internal politics.
Resulting in more trouble caused.

People can't work together, project has heavy weightage.
The probability is higher for DECLINE in GPA average of the school.

What if everyone start killing each other as a result?
All because 1 person claims to have trench coat mafia?!
Imagine the Thousands suffering for the needs of 1.

If the 1 were to conform,
He would've been considered a physcotic hero.
In terms of needs, he would've carried the school.

As a business student in the School of Business,
I feel as if i have not learn anything valuable,

Take for example, in business context.
I spent all my factors of production (School's infrastructure, Lecturers and etc)
To fulfill the need of 1...
While the needs of others are ignored or forgone.
Whatever happened to democratic? majority? etc...

Does the needs of one outweigh the needs of the many?

I should think not.
We should NEVER give into Terrorism.

Every country or human being,
In times of threat,
Should always go down swinging.